Looking for a home

This longing for leaving

This longing for new sights

This longing for solitude

This longing for connection

A violent noise is beckoning my soul

I feel like running away and never come back

just run

while this consciousness of simplicity

finds me howling

in a confined space

it breaks it breaks it breaks

desire desire desire

I feel like I am going to explode

I left my patience in another dimension

Give me something new to explore and taste

something to adore

a pristine feeling

to abuse my mind

from my heart to yours

In this hunger, I collapse

self-obsessed

living comes with contradictions

and I am trying to make sense

Mother, here is not where I belong. Why did you bring me here?